I'll Walk Away by Shannon Smith

Not gonna be the same without you here,
I'd do anything to bring you near.
Just to see you one last time,
Just thinking about you brings a tear to my eye.
Can't get over it,
Can't move on,
There's no reason you should be gone.
Lost a life too short to live,
Now you're going upstairs to look down from heaven.
I promised I'd be good,
Although I've always been misunderstood.
A purposeless act,
That made such a huge impact
Can't go without revenge,
And I promise you'll be avenged.
Life can do terrible things,
So if I ever get another chance to fall in love,
I promise I'll walk away,
Walk away,
Walk away.
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IloveyouIhateyou by Shannon Smith

     I love you. Why can't you love me back? You're my whole world. You always have been.
     I hate you. You left me to be alone, which is where I stand now, when you know I need someone, anyone really. Where'd you go?
     I love you. I can't say those three words enough... Or maybe I should stop wasting my breath, because I know you don't feel the same way.
     I hate you. I know you hate me too, and that's okay. Or maybe it's not. I never thought I'd live to see the day we'd say goodbye...
     I love you. You have a hypnotizing affect on people, you let us all down but we still love you. And we don't know why.
     I hate you. Why can't I let you leave my head? Get out, go away... I don't like you anymore.
     I love you. Your warm false brown eyes get me every time. I still haven't let go. Just thinking about you puts a smile on my face.
     I hate you. You abandoned me. You try to tell me you don't hate me, but I know deep down you've got everyone fooled. But not me.
     I miss you. Please come home, love. You're gonna hurt me again, but I've got my arms wide open.
     I miss you.