What hurts the most,
Is forgetting why I let you go,
But just remembering the night you left,
And knowing you're not coming back.
It's been forever since we've last spoken,
And I've only been sitting around and hoping,
That maybe one day we could go back and change history,
Make things the way it used to be.
I miss all the laughs, the smiles, and games,
But it's all just a faded memory I'm being forced to wash away.
I was a jerk, a bitch, a whore,
And I'm sorry,
Now I'm just a lonely, upset, girl waiting for something more.
People do stupid things and we know it's for no reason,
But every day trying to move on feels like a whole different season..
You were great, a group of souls no one can ever replace,
I didn't want to say goodbye,
Even though I knew you were done with my lies.
The lesson's learned, and I know you'll never return,
But in my mind I still wait
For the day to come when I'll awake-
I'm wishing this is all a dream,
And then maybe you'll remember the real me.
